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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Thank you, Sweetheart.!

Same like before, i didn't have time to blog. And my baby here have to fill u guys up. =D. Because each and every night, i will be very lazy after doing RJ and start to play Tower Defense.! And i'm lovin' it.!

But oh well. If you guys didn't know that Baby and I had a quarrel. The matter were rather small and eventually it became big until we are on the verge of breaking up. Like seriously. And to make the mtter worse, the both of us are logger-headed till we never really have a talk for a week plus or so.

But today, i have the urge of calling Baby up and meet her to have a nice chat. At first she refuses but i keep forcing and forcing her to meet up with me. And i tried to make her happy, laugh and smile before we really get into the main topic. And i did.

We had a long nice chat. And at last, we forgave each other. I won't tell you guys what did we both said to each other because it might take me 20 pages of what we mentioned just now. But all i can say now is that, we both have the same goal and we are now walking towards the goal as a couple.! Hopefully it will go according to plan. Amin.!

But right now, i'm having to have wild imagination. Well u know, one week is longggggggg. So anything unthinkable might happen. So that is why i'm worried, afraid, bothered, disquieted, concerned, troubled, uneasy, tense, distraught and many more. I told Baby of what really happened, but Baby was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.! Even though, she's telling me the truth, the feeling is still there. Please don't get the wrong idea, and said that i never trust u or anything. But i'm just being cautious because i do not want the history to repeat itself again.

Dearest Baby,

I know that i'm being harsh to you for the last 2 weeks. My words hurts u a lot until u cannot forget the words that i use on you. It's my fault. But the thing is that i have my reasons for doing so. And i'm sure u do too. That's why we meet up and to clarify things to each other.

And as for your request i will try to spend more quality time with you. And to check on you each and every time. In return, can u please do what i told you.?

I do really want us to be happy. In fact, i want us to love each other and not the other way round.

And now since we all know what we are suppose to do, let's us work together hand in hand to achieve our goal. And i'm soooo happy about it. Let's leave our past behind as tomorrow will be a better day for us. =D.

Baby, i love you even though we quarrelled often. I'm sure we have our own reasons behind it. And i really do not want us to quarrel again. Because i'm sick and tired of us getting all stressed up and be at the top of our heads. I really do not enjoy being angry all the time. And i'm sure, it applies to you too. So what i'm trying to say is that, I'm Sorry for all the things that i have done. I'm Sorry for all the hurtful words that i used. I'm Sorry if i didn't treat u like what a boyfriend should treat his girlfriend.

And now, i'm trying to post more often as what u said, this is a shared blog and therfore i should post as well. You know what i mean Baby.?

I LOVE you BABY.!

I want you so bad, can you feel it too?

You know I'm so, I'm so in love with you

I want you, so much

I need you, so much

I need your, I need your, your touch

Kelsey - Metro Station.