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THE ONE & ONLY

Hello, HEEDAYEAH is me.
Nineteen, A proud Republican.
I ♥ chocolates just like I <3 boyf. Reading is my favorite pastime. & I truly miss being happy.

xoxo,
me.



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Sunday, September 28, 2008
Shopping Spree.



I have a long list of things that i want to do, eat, buy and get my hands on it ASAP!


  • mac's mud pie McFlurry . ( I've been craving for a lot of things to eat ever since fasting month & this've to be the first on my list . )
  • new gladiators .
  • Calvin Klein's shoes .
  • Guess handbag and wallet .
  • Swensen's ice cream .
  • Dine in at Secret Recipe . ( SOON BABY ! )
  • more accessories .
  • GET MY HAIR DONE BEFORE RAYA !
  • McSpicy burger WITH CHEESE.
  • Turkish ice cream .
  • NEW DIGITAL CAMERA .
  • iPod Touch . ( THREE MONTH'S TIME, save up save up! )
and the list goes on and on, i'm lazy to type all luh .
& oh, i did the henna tattoo? on both hands today! soooo orangey! :)
mummy said i gatal for doing my hands and all, she's just plain jealous luh ! NYEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEH

okay, two days two days two days two days ! YAY :D

xoxo.



Friday, September 26, 2008



I swear we ( baby and me ) were cursed to be late EVERY Friday for school .

Apparently, we're late AGAIN today . ): but thanks to the train this time round .

there's some fault that causes the train to stuck and baby said we should just take the bus . you know what, every time when dere's something wrong with the train right i always think SOMEONE jump down tau .

so nonchalantly i asked, 'B, did someone jump down?' HAHAHAHAHAHA

on the brighter note, i'm going geylang to get my glamorous gold baju raya with baby after school ! :) :) :) yes, it's so last minute luhs . HURHUR !

& muhammad hafiz, thank you for deleting the pictures okay! but it's kay, i manage to grab some pictures from meutia because she's in camwhoring mood today (:


my art . i feel like doing real henna, should i ?

okay bye, annoying mtfk faci is looking at me now .

xoxo




Thursday, September 25, 2008


After a long day in school, i still've to drag myself to work damn . ):
reached home close to eleven, started cracking on my freaking journal which due at the clock strike twelve ? yes, like what the f*** right . Been busy with stuffs outside, i hardly spend time at home . This year, i only breakfast with my family like only once or twice ? Pathetic i tell you . HURHUR! i miss mum's cookings !

I've some interesting issues to talk about it . I was wacthing tyra bank show last night, & it was pretty much beneficial i must say . The topic for the day was:
Seven ways on how to keep your lover .

i am in a sharing mood right now .
LET ME LIST DOWN THE SEVEN GOLDEN RULES SPECIALLY FOR YOU BOYS! hey, i was giving my fullest attention to the show okay . how i wish i could do the same thing whenever i'm in class ? HURHUR .

Rule #1: Do not go longer than two weeks without sex. ( what the hell ? )

Rule #2: Don't be a bitch ? ( well, it's kind of acceptable la huh . )

Rule #3: Don't be clingy! ( yes, please . HA HA )

Rule #4: Trust or GET OUT! ( 103% AGREE )

Rule #5: Keep it fresh ( add a little bit of sugar spice and everything nice wont hurt would it ? )

Rule #6: Don't le the money rule the heart ( yeah man, play dutch cos it's healthy la deng )

and lastly Rule #7: LOVE YOURSELF! ( yay, I'm in love with myself! )


enough sharing . i need to hit my comfy bed NOW.

i love you sweetheart .
xoxo




Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Breakfast with E36Kool on Tuesday :)

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Upon reaching, we've no problems looking for seats simply because we're super early and super kiasu . In order to kill time, we played the 'first impression game' . Not so much of playing, we've to share our thoughts on what we think of others on the first day of school . Sometimes its good to be kiasu you know . I really enjoyed the things we shared during that session .

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fifi, seri(blocked by bighead fifi HAHA), hid and maii

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We chat, joked(thanks to fifi), laugh our ass(s) off and yada yada . We enjoyed way too much and didn't realized it's MAKAN TIME ! =)

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This reminds me of Disney channel icon . RIGHT .

After eating, we continued with our 'game', share stories and silly jokes, talk craps and not fergeting CAMWHORE !

WORLD PEACE POSE YAW ! x) which is the best pose of all ?

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Sykes laughing nonchalantly i've no idea why .
Fifi showing off his mat-sachok(sp?)-look .
& Farhan, trying to act cute pui . HAHAHAHAHAHA

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Last few shots before we bid goodbyes .

Presenting the gentlemen of E36K :) some of em are missing though .

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He's still trying ; just look . Aint he *cough*adorable*cough* ironically .

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& the sweet honey-coated ladies *cough*cough* (formal shot)

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Hid(not me, go figure!) just cant bear to be unglued from her cup! HAHAHAHAHA

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Group shot .

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Clockwise motion, FIRST IMPRESSIONS: the minah, the talkative, the mellifluous voice, the soft-spoken, the sweet yet fierce, the drama queen, the ultra quiet, the drummer, the joker, the scientist?, the rockstar-cum-micheal jackson clone HEH HEH, the intellectual one and lastly the mummy's boy ! :D

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This is Meutia Zakaria, the drama mama and my bitching partner number one . HA HA

Baby waited for me about 2-3 hours for me at the nearest library . Yes, everybody please go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :) head to the pasar malam straight after & grab some food for him . & i swear the kebab stall sells the best kebab EVER, no doubt about it . It's definitely worth it, you guys should try it ! Fingers licking good . HAHAHAHA

Hey, E36K ! we should hang out like this more often okays ? LOVES!

& Hari raya less than a week . YOU KNOW I'M SOOO EFFING EXCITED ! :)

I miss the old you .
xoxo







Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Too Tired To Be Tired.!


Both Baby and I don't have enough rest. And we are like sleeping and sleeping anywhere and everywhere. Haha. We just need REST.!

And as you all know that both Baby and I made a promise that both of us have to post on every alternate days. Which means you will see much of me from now on.! Wahahah. Isn't that cool baby.! =D

Baby, now that we are together. Can u please work together with me.? Because i will be very tired until i will faint infront of you. And this is seriouos. My head are spinning around and around. I can't think properly. My body isn't functioning very well. I will just talk crap and stuffs. So sayang, i need you to make me feel energize.! Wahahaha.! You're my one half and i can't live without my the other half Baby.!
And i hope that everything will turn out to be perfectly fine. Just work with me and i'll work with you. That's a promise baby.!

Now, all i need to do is to just force baby to sleep and i need to turn in tooooo.! We both need our beauty sleep.!

So if you guys please. GET OUT.! *slams the door*.

WAhahahahah.! That's sound sooo wrong baby.!

Nights.!



Monday, September 22, 2008




Oh, the you know what is finally over . Hooray for me :)

& Baby agreed that we take turns to update our blog . HAHAHA Yes, he's been very sugary lately. I hope that'll last for long . Although I'm still upset over it, I'll have to erase the bitterness soon and look at the bright side of life .

As always, i'm still not satisfied with my blog skin; more like Baby . HEHEHE :) he said it's so girlish , ape sajeeeeeeeeeeee . Nvm, i'll change it when I have time okay sayang ?


I wanted you; like i always do .
xoxo

p/s tmr class eating breakfast together . I.cant.wait. (:







Sunday, September 21, 2008
Thank you, Sweetheart.!


Same like before, i didn't have time to blog. And my baby here have to fill u guys up. =D. Because each and every night, i will be very lazy after doing RJ and start to play Tower Defense.! And i'm lovin' it.!


But oh well. If you guys didn't know that Baby and I had a quarrel. The matter were rather small and eventually it became big until we are on the verge of breaking up. Like seriously. And to make the mtter worse, the both of us are logger-headed till we never really have a talk for a week plus or so.


But today, i have the urge of calling Baby up and meet her to have a nice chat. At first she refuses but i keep forcing and forcing her to meet up with me. And i tried to make her happy, laugh and smile before we really get into the main topic. And i did.


We had a long nice chat. And at last, we forgave each other. I won't tell you guys what did we both said to each other because it might take me 20 pages of what we mentioned just now. But all i can say now is that, we both have the same goal and we are now walking towards the goal as a couple.! Hopefully it will go according to plan. Amin.!


But right now, i'm having to have wild imagination. Well u know, one week is longggggggg. So anything unthinkable might happen. So that is why i'm worried, afraid, bothered, disquieted, concerned, troubled, uneasy, tense, distraught and many more. I told Baby of what really happened, but Baby was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.! Even though, she's telling me the truth, the feeling is still there. Please don't get the wrong idea, and said that i never trust u or anything. But i'm just being cautious because i do not want the history to repeat itself again.


Dearest Baby,


I know that i'm being harsh to you for the last 2 weeks. My words hurts u a lot until u cannot forget the words that i use on you. It's my fault. But the thing is that i have my reasons for doing so. And i'm sure u do too. That's why we meet up and to clarify things to each other.


And as for your request i will try to spend more quality time with you. And to check on you each and every time. In return, can u please do what i told you.?


I do really want us to be happy. In fact, i want us to love each other and not the other way round.


And now since we all know what we are suppose to do, let's us work together hand in hand to achieve our goal. And i'm soooo happy about it. Let's leave our past behind as tomorrow will be a better day for us. =D.


Baby, i love you even though we quarrelled often. I'm sure we have our own reasons behind it. And i really do not want us to quarrel again. Because i'm sick and tired of us getting all stressed up and be at the top of our heads. I really do not enjoy being angry all the time. And i'm sure, it applies to you too. So what i'm trying to say is that, I'm Sorry for all the things that i have done. I'm Sorry for all the hurtful words that i used. I'm Sorry if i didn't treat u like what a boyfriend should treat his girlfriend.


And now, i'm trying to post more often as what u said, this is a shared blog and therfore i should post as well. You know what i mean Baby.?

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I LOVE you BABY.!

I want you so bad, can you feel it too?

You know I'm so, I'm so in love with you

I want you, so much

I need you, so much

I need your, I need your, your touch

Kelsey - Metro Station.




Saturday, September 20, 2008
Should let you in or let you go ?


You dont see much of me here recently simply because i've nothing interesting to blog about or i'm glued to my storybook . :) But hey, at least i did take the initiative to do some updating here right ? Cool .

Sometimes i wonder , why in the first place did we(me or you or both ? Go figure!) even thinking about creating a 'shared blog' when it has always been me who does the updating all along ? Haish .

Today, it's exactly a week of you-know-what.

& in two weeks or so , it'll be Hari Raya for me + millions of the other muslims all around the world lah dengs !!! I'm soooooooooo excited ! (:

I think today(more like everyday ?) is Jokes' day for E36K . We quip A LOT of lame yet surprisingly humorous jokes thanks to our dearest HALAL BOY aka farhan :D be honored that you're featured in my blog . HAHAHA

OngyBengyHweey(HA HA), the faci for today was relativly weird . He started to joke and enjoy crapping with us, again thanks to farhan . but i think he'll have to watch his words next time . fancy calling us i***** persistently is definitely not joking . & I believed you're the worst creature ever alive because saying 'thank you' seems to be your hardest word ? Omg . You're the sucker one .

i'm going to do a little tiny bit of sharing now.

my all-time-favourite jokes: abu, bakar anad ali which one is the most cruel of all three ? *hints;the malays can understand better :)

&

a man walking in a dessert wanted to leave his footprints behind so that he can use it for trail later . but everytime he turns around , no footprints found. why ? FIFI SHUT UP! no more nonsense answers okay ? maii too! =D HEH HEH HEH

yay! i'm sooo looking forward for school this tuesday (:
breakfast together aye ? :P

through, yes ? no ?
xoxo

p/s SYKES , CHEER UP OKAY! =D







Monday, September 15, 2008
I DONT GIVE A DAMN. (:


Oh hey . I think I've abandoned my blog long enough right . Aye three days hor ? I miss the staying up late at night just to update a post on my oh-so-tedious life . So let's make this a long post shall we ? HAHAHAHAHA :)

Last Friday, i went out for breakfast with my colleagues like finally . & out of all places, we decided to dine in at Kampong Chai Chee Restaurant Geylang outlet as I've been craving for bahkuadengdeng since forever . But, I WAS SO PISSED THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY ! Urgh .

Pictures credits to Fatintin :)

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Slim shady :)

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We looked like we're going sentosa ?

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Redzuan & Tintin LOVES! :D

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" I ROCK YAW! \m/ ", said redzuan .

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The underweight boy . Heh .

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What the hell is redzuan doing ? Gawr!

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AtiqaHafiz

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FifififidoFirdaus came to join us later .

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You see that guy in green&white ? He was the last one to come yet his food arrived first . What the fish . HURHUR !

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Ashlee is full of emotions . HAHAHAHA

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The food take soooo long to come, redzuan fell asleep . HAHAHA :)

We webcam using ash's macbook although people all around are looking .
MYOB can ? COOL .

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Honestly , i'll never ever breakfast at geylang EVER AGAIN , period .

Went to bazaar straight after with an empty stomach . Yes , they took so long to cook that damn nasi goreng, so i decided to cancel the order and get the hell out of that place . URGHHHH! I was fuming mad annoyed pissed all at the same time ! & plus, thank you for deteriorating it . Then and there, I just wanna go and buy that bloody dengdeng and head home ASAP ! I hate crowds in particular, when majority of them are mats and minahs ; so not pleasurable to the eye . HURHUR ! I left early, but the rest continue slacking at coffee bean . I'm sure they took alot of pictures especially with tintin around . She loves camwhoring as much as i do . (: I grab a picture that totally catch my attention the minute i read her blog .

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HAHAHA fatintin got mustache .

Okay, moving on .

Do you have any idea(s) on how i'm feeling right now ?
IF you dont, well now you do .

I'm feel shitty, mad, upset, disappointing, abandoned, betrayed ALL in one .
i want to vent my anger(be my punching back anyone?) but HOW ? blogging, no ? HURHUR !

It's been four days already .
& still counting .

Since you're in a mood for game, count me in . I want to see how far and wild things can go .

Enough of all the shits .

On the brighter note , my classmates are very lovely. They never fails to make me laugh even over littlest things. (:
& i miss you too . Meet up soon alright ?

I've been listening to random songs recently .
& oh, three books down a lot more to go . Yes, i'm a bookworm lately . Hehe .


Kissing you goodbye .
xoxo



Saturday, September 13, 2008


I'll be on hiatus .

Take this time to ponder on things you've said , things you've done and whats next ?

xoxo.





Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Looking back at all my previous post , I realized that my posts were always packed with pictures. Yes , pictures after pictures. So today's post gonna consists of only words , words , and more words. Ohwells , you get the drift.

It's has been a week now. 15 more weeks to go.
So far , my classmates are not the problematic ones.
The facilitators are.

I hate my enterprise faciliator, he can go and die for all i care.
Gimme a freaking ___ ON MY FIRST DAY.
&*%$#@#$&%!!!!!!

and oh , did i tell you i've become a member of this 'gang' in class ? ROFL
HAFIIZ , LAUGH WITH ME :P
I made a couple of new friends , hafiiz(yes , with a double ii) , michele(with an L only) , maii , meutia etc etc. Names not mention i'm *sorry* heh.

Ironically , i'm going to face that MTFK facilitator and meeting my dudes and babes for breakfast after that on friday. Great , just wondeful :D

oh , i love you so.
xoxo




Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Happy 21st Ashlee :)


Exactly one week ago , I was at ashlee's 21st birthday bash :)
yeah yeah , i know i took soooo long to upload the pictures sorry lah hor.
Pictures credits to atiqah ;P (p/s atiqah you camera is so cooooooooooool can?)

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HAHAHA , cool right ?

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Yi Ping & REDZUAN (:

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Fatintin & ME :) She's famished fyi.

Done with the partying downstairs , everybody wanted the use the toilet so badly and we proceed to ash's house to slack. Mind you , ash's place got a total of SIX DOGS. Gawrrrr , I.AM.AFRAID.OF.DOGS.PERIOD. Being the most sweetest friend not , ash transferred all her dogs to another room , one by one.

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VERY cute right ? sadly, it's haram.

We were bored stiff & photo talking session would be great to kill time. (:

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CLASS OF 2008 :) Fatin is the headmistress HAHAHA

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Atiqa's cam is biased. Only the owner's face is not smear.

Ash's room got EVERYTHING , literally. Baby saw a guitar case at the corner of her room and cheekily took it out and twang the electric guitar.

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& to my amazement , Fatin knows how to play a guitar. COOL or what?

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LOOK AT ASHLEEEEEEE x)

& It's open presents time. We forced ash to open OUR present first because we were to anxious to see whats her reaction or maybe expression is ? ROFL

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Reaction no. 1 & 2 HAHAHA funnay :)

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HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ASHYASHY :) LOL

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I had fun , i'm pretty sure everybody does. :D :D :D
& this friday , we're going out again for break fast together . I'm so excited !

xoxo